I should probably just write this on paper and throw it out but I am feeling so depressed and defeated. Yes, dh is doing much better thankfully. But, he keeps talking about negative stuff and I just want to put my hands over my ears. My dd is not okay. She had plans tonight but just told me she's feeling anxious and tired and she's cancelling. I guess I and she just has to wait tilll the lexapro begins to help her. It's only been 4 days since she started. My ds 26 is also in the middle of something and I'm praying it goes through for him. My older son 28 has this great gf and I had a dream last night that she told me he wasn't treating her well. I know this isn't true but my mind is not all right now. I feel like my family is falling apart but I know it really isn't. I guess everyone is just in a funk and I'm falling into it. My 2 sons are actually ok, it's just me thinking the worst. No need to answer, it's really okay and I know things will turn out okay. This is just a hard time.