World is changing, I guess!
I don't know. When I student-taught it was back in 1986-1987. I guess I was still "wet behide the ears." I was a sponge looking for and learning about everything. I also still felt like a "student" myself and my supervising teacher was "god-like" and still "scary" as an authority figure to me, and I was looking to do the best job I could to get the "A" on my grades. Besides, I valued "student teaching" and felt if I was going to be a teacher, it probably wouldn't look to good to get "A" in everything - but the actual experience of "student teaching." After spending 4 years in college preparing myself to this, I was scared that if I didn't get a decent grade in the "student teaching" experience or I "sucked" at it- than I'd wonder if this teaching career was my best/worst decision. With student loans burying me (I was paying for every cent of my education), I knew I'd have to make this work. I worked summers and weekends saving money. Well, the decision was a good one so far and I loved teaching for many years!
I came from the farm where having the hard "work ethic" was drilled in me at a very young age. Chores and doing "work" was a day after day thing since I learned to walk.
To be late, irresponsible, to my supervising/cooperative teacher would mean - in my eyes - no letter of recommendation or a horrible letter she'd write. My goal was getting a job after college to make the payments on the loans and I needed "GREAT" letters of recommendations to put in my closed file at the college.
I was shy . . . I probably didn't take the initative of doing things on my own without first getting approval to do them by my supervising teacher. Thinking back, that could have drove her nuts. I was VERY unsure of myself - but I was never late - I was always EARLY attempting to mentally prepare as well as physically prepare myself for the day.
I remember once my supervising teacher played a joke on me when I was finally handed over the classroom for the week. She had been gone- out of the room (so she must have "trusted" me). She and her co-worker had played with the film projector so when I opened it, it fell apart. They figured I'd panic and fall apart for they both were in the hallway waiting and watching. I simply picked up the screws and bolts and put them on the projector stand. I picked up the book that was being discussed and was going to be a shown a part in the movie and I said through the "ohh" "ah's" of students claiming I broke the projector - "Well we have some tech. difficulties. Please remain seated - no need to stand. (This was humor - Back then when the T.V. stations when blank - You always got to read on the sceen - "Tech. Difficulty. Please stand by.") I remember saying - "I'll just read the chapter to you. Listen for the same things that I wanted you to listen for when watching the movie." Yeah, I was not thinking about the chapter/words I was reading to that class. To tell the truth, I don't remember even reading the words or the chapter - for I was thinking like the kids were - "Oh my GOSH - I broke the darn film projector!!!"
I've noticed student teachers who are VERY SURE of themselves. They almost attempt to act like they should have this job over the teachers who have been teaching for years. Sometimes I think - I wish I would have had just an ounce of that sureness that they display during my student teaching experience AND sometimes I think - Are they putting on a show? Can any college student without experience be as good as they think they can be?
I've seen some EXCELLENT student teachers that make me drool when thinking of my own teaching abilities. I've sat in interviews and I'm blown away by the abilties of these PEOPLE of answering difficult questions with such ease that when I think of my own interviews back when - I think I must have sounded awful and I think that I must thank my lucky stars I was even given the opportunity and a position in any school. As I sat and listened to some of these new graduates, I'm thinking, "Gosh, I taught many years and I don't know whether I could have answered that question as well as they just did."
I've also seen some that talk the talk -but they are average in comparison to all the student teachers I've seen. And I've seen two student teachers that remind me of ME and I always get them words of encouragement. And I seen student teachers that just make me shake my head in disbelief. Their OVER BLOWN personal image of themselves cause them to NOT LISTEN, NOT LEARN, NOT ATTEMPT TO IMPROVE the needed teaching skills they lack. Thank goodness none of these ever asked me to write a letter of recommendation for them.